When I showed this to my therapist, she talked about a man who used to paint as a way of understanding his own psychology. When someone said he created art, he was offended. He said it was not art but the inner workings of his mind.

Art is deliberate, thought out. The way I think of it is this is the stuff before the art. This is the pain and the suffering and the reflection. This is the mind map that will lead to everything else.